Back to the Drawing Board

My time with him was interesting to say the least. I never know what he is thinking. I need something more from him I just don't know how to tell him what it is that I actually need. Hell, I barely even know. Three years...three years and there are still things that we are finding out about each other. But, there are still many times when I doubt the longevity of our relationship. Then something happens, a look, just one that's all it takes. And everytime...it takes my breath away. He takes my breath away. How can that be? When did this happen?